time to get this out because my current journal is almost full. so just, bare with me here.
Sometimes people act like they're 5 years old and just got their toy stolen. And it's the most unnatractive thing that i have ever witnessed in a boy. You're seniors in high school now....why can't we all just grow up and be genuinely nice to eachother? If you thought that i was gonna do what you ordered us to do, after screaming at us like baaaybbeees and throwing a few too many expletives around in our direction, you thought wrong, buckos. Seriously though, i think when a guy calls a girl the B word (i apologize that i'm still 10 and can't type swear words out hahah) it's the most demeaning thing everrrrr. Especially when they really mean it because they're mad. And when they hard core yell at you in your face. No bueno. What ever happened to being nice to girls? We're LADIES. "Bih, I dont give a rats A.... you're a girl, you dont deserve to be here..."...litterally came out of their mouths. Lost a whole lotta respect for a few kids that probably shouldn't have had my respect in the first place. I hated it so much because in that moment, i really was scared of them. All like...7 of them.
BUT truth be told, I'm sorry i yelled really loud right back at you. it was not lady like or classy at all. my apologies. Ha. But, what im not sorry for, is the fact that me and my 2 best friends don't care how cool you think you are. Or what your last name is. I'm a weeeee bit proud that we gave it right back to you, but mostly ashamed. I think you were kind of taken aback because people don't usually talk to you the way you talk to them. I don't think you're above anybody, if you were wondering. And when high school ends in 3 months, i hope reality hits you hard, so that you'll grow up and stop treating people like they're beneath you.
Everyone deserves to be treated eaqually.
(oh and p.s...i hope you're a little scared of me now. you should be. hehe.)
Bcause honestly, i. do. not. care. about highschool, or about what you people think of me.
I know who my friends are, and i dont count any of you in that circle. I'm ok with that.
I now know why every other high school hates my school so much. And i would be lying if i said i haven't thought about what it would be like if i had attended a different one. I know every school probably has it's own shade of stupidity, but ours is unique. You know its bad when your crowd almost cheers "we. have. money." to the other team. It makes me cringe.
I do adore the real friends that i made at that school though, so i guess i can't be anti-highschool completely. But also,
I've never been more excited to graduate.
Bitter Betty is now going to bed.